Its never easy splitting up with someone and to me its even worse when your the one who yep has been dumped!At the time the hardest thing is knowing your not wanted and all those times you spent together and how you liked getting surprised texts from them aint happening!Oh i no theres plenty more fish in the sea(i wanted that one)and the old sayings he wasnt right for you and he doesnt realise what his missing dont take the pain away!So im keeping myself busy and taking it day by day and now and again meeting the ex,having fun with them and seeing that maybe one day we might get back together time will tell?But in a strange way its making me stronger!!

well after the dinner we met again me and the ex! we met for lunch and had a good day and even managed to persuade him to come to the pub and watch the footy with me:D!!Im meant to be meeting him again on sunday but who knows his mate is sooooo jealous and theres me thinking only bitter women stir think i should buy him a wooden spoon!!!so in the mean time im supposed to be happy about this coz if i say anything im being unreasonable shall i cut my losses and actually think theres a mr right out there for me????

I just had the ex round for dinner!!went really well had good laugh and chat didnt talk about why we broke up nothing happened honest!he went home to his mate his staying at who i add has been stirring things up so we dont get back together so why am i feeling like crap when i had such a good time with him??

heres a question why is it the person your seeing and your crazy about and you take all the crap and backstabbing from theur friends and family suddenly calls it a day????